AmentiaTenebrae

Yes, I'm digging up my old profile AGAIN from the comfy grave it was just settling into. Yes, I have a purpose for doing so this time. Yes, I subscribed to Core membership to facilitate commission work. And yes, I still do art stuff. I'm a wee bit rusty, but I am armed with my phone's sketchbook app and Procreate on my iPad. Until I find a job, at least, I would like to keep myself busy with attempting to do commission artwork for the general populace. No, I have no idea how to do this. Please, be gentle and patient as I figure out how to navigate this strange world commission work. I appreciate you. Thank you for hanging in there.

Well, it does. Whether we like it or not. I've graduated high school last month, managed to give a graduation speech without having a complete panic attack, and college starts for me in August... In my opinion, time goes by waaaayyyy too fast. Much too fast to actually get a job and hold it. What sense is there to start working and then have to quit a month later? My college is a state or two away, mind you. Don't get me wrong, though. I've tried and applied before, during high school. It just never worked. Either I didn't have a car, or I wasn't eighteen, or I didn't quite fit. So, as final orientation and dorm move-in day approaches ever

I find it kinda funny how I haven't written another of these journal things since 2009.... > 3> Well, it's 2012 now... Heh heh Might be because I hardly have time to upload new stuff, and I often forget that I CAN write in this. Anyway. I feel as if I'm running out of steam with art. D: Which I'm horrified about. I blame school, life, and whatever happens next after high school. Losing my niche with art and the unpredictability of the future are equal on the "I'm fuckin' scared of this" list. I like how easy it is to upload pieces while using my tablet, but I've been finding that my pictures look better on traditional media. There just see